I haven't posted in awhile

I feel like my days are so long. Monday I took the kids to the children's museum and it was so hard for me to pay attention to both kids. Aiden wanted to rub buck wild and bre actually wanted to do stuff :/ I can't let aiden run off and I can't ignore bre. Tuesday and Wednesday I watched my friends baby. It was pretty easy the first day. By the second day I was mentally and physically exhausted. I think I just need more sleep. Today we had a play date at my house in the mining and after I took a nap. My husband watched the kids while I slept. I found out some terrible news today. My childhood best friends brother died yesterday. He use to play house with us and be the dad. I remember as we got older he would be mean to us as normal brothers are... To think of the pain my friend must be feeling is heartbreaking. I love my brothers and sister to the moon and back and would completely lose it if I lost them. I really really would. Please say a prayer for her and anyone else that cared about him. Tonight I had a maternity session and we did it completely indoors bc of the rain. I think I got a few really good ones. We will see! Tomorrow I am photographing a friend and her daughter and then Saturday a little baby boy! Sunday is a newborn!! :) my schedule is filling ip fast and I will not complain! :) goodnight my loves!!